As the title says, I thought I was a "normy" with bad luck at one point in my drinking career. Thinking in this way was one of many attempts at intellectualizing my disease: an uncanny strategy to avoid cessation of consumption. The little red devil was truly on my shoulder at all times legitimizing my addiction. The devil was almost subconscious for me, but not quite; he was laying on the fringe of consciousness always ready to take me at the weakest point. Consequently, everything concerning my life went from being a bad dream to a stark nightmare. Soon I had become a ghoul.
If you are out there and have caught yourself thinking that you are just a heavy drinker with bad luck please freely take what is free from us folks in the recovery community. If you have a drinking problem or know that you are a person that suffers with alcoholism it is your RIGHT to get help from us.
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